Am I Vix or Victoria? How Depersonalisation Affects Me And My Blog

Vix xxx

  1. Nicole Francesca

    March 5th, 2018 at 08:41

    Two paragraphs in and I’m almost crying. You know them moments where you step back and go ooooh my god so that’s what’s going on!. I’ve only recently managed to keep my anxiety… Manageable but after so much trauma (family breakdowns, children’s poor health and so on) I had no idea how to explain it but you have done its almost like imposter syndrome anyway im proper shit at trying to get my point across just thanks for writing this I think it’s gonna help me.

  2. Mel Barker

    March 5th, 2018 at 11:27

    Has anyone ever had to shred their doo-doo with the chopsticks?!?!

  3. Miranda Biffton

    March 5th, 2018 at 19:32

    I did once. After a really bread and potato heavy meal my turd was the size of a draught excluder. Spent 10mins chopping it up! lol x

  4. Veronica Pringles

    March 5th, 2018 at 19:22

    Such a brave post babes – really spoke to me

    How do you use chopsticks to cut up a turd though?? xx

  5. Steph

    March 6th, 2018 at 17:49

    Such a beautifully, honest post. I had no idea of the struggle you have behind the blog.

    Steph x

  6. Shauna Claire

    March 7th, 2018 at 07:18

    This is such an incredibly inspiring post, Vix! I’ve struggled with depersonalization a lot too with my PTSD and anxiety issues, it’s such an asshole but seeing you be so open and honest about the difficulties you’ve faced with it is honestly truly encouraging. For anyone dealing with this stuff, you’ve now helped to reduce the stigma and give people someone they feel they can relate to, even just for a minute! Been reading your blog for a little while now and I absolutely love your content so keep it up!

    Shauna x

  7. Alice

    March 7th, 2018 at 12:40

    If I did an unflushable poo at a friends house, I wouldn’t necessarily think to check the cupboards for chopsticks, and even if I did, I’m not sure I’d have the guts to actually use them in case they had another unidentifiable purpose, or do they have a little note next to them “for surreptitious poo chopping” 😉 What I’m interested in most is whether, when you meet someone, you refer to yourself as Vix or Victoria, and what Ben and your friends and family call you? Alice xxx

  8. Carli

    March 7th, 2018 at 13:47

    I am sat at work chowing down on some Beetroot and eventually been able to smash in some of your blog posts!!
    You are da bomb just like Zoe and you should be so proud of yourself! I love your blog and you have totally helped me move forward with aspects of my life and not to hold back. Keep up this awesome good work! Killing it girl!!

    Carli x

  9. andthenzen ✨

    March 7th, 2018 at 14:33

    Having just been officially diagnosed to anxiety and depression, I relate to this post so, so much! I’ve recently felt like I don’t belong, and that I am not deserving of the good things that happen to me in my life and it’s reassuring to know that someone as fabulous and amazing as you feels the same way. Thankyou for speaking to openly and honestly about what can definitely be a sensitive subject!

  10. Danielle

    March 7th, 2018 at 19:27

    I love this post and it was so open and honest. I love seeing how it works for other bloggers and their way of thinking!

    Danielle xx

  11. Fay

    March 7th, 2018 at 19:37

    Chopsticks for the loo! Not a bad idea although I would be kinda mortified if someone did that big of a shit!

    I have Fay Simone for my blog and just Faye for ‘real’ life. My blog is not successful in the slightest but with regards to events and things if I go I am not Faye the nurse I am Fay the blogger! Weird isn’t it!

    Whatever happens please remember that Victoria Made Vix and we all love you xx

  12. last year's girl

    March 24th, 2018 at 12:04

    There are so many aspects of this brilliant post that I relate to and that I want to comment on, but I’m really just focusing on the chopsticks part. Genius idea. And, I guess, a reminder that all the things that we internet strangers love about Vix come from Victoria. x

  13. Tina

    April 18th, 2018 at 13:29

    First of all, who the bloody hell did you used to hang around with. It sounds like you’ve been surrounded by some shit people in the past and I’m so sorry about that. This was such a great and brave post and I’m glad that you are going to finally try and see everything you do as YOU, because YOU are amazing and have achieved so much and done so much for others, and have so much to come, and I’m sure everyone who has ever met Vix and Victoria knows it xx

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